.. pedihnyer ..

td ala g skolah tman k fa..
die ad cluz seni..
sblom tu kit0wg g mkn mee sup..
jmpe plak bdak2 band jellyp0p..
xcept si die yg ala ase krg xtve ngn band tu..
ermm.. k ilah n kakak pun ad skali..
lpas tu dorg sb0k jer tnyer ala psl bnd tu..
cam lah ala ta0 sume..
tp antra kit0wg mmg lah ala yg lbih ta0..
hmm.. pd saat itu gak..
k ilah tnjukkn msj last yg si die hntr..
melalui msj tu..
ala dpt rse yg si die mnruh prasaan trhdp k ilah..
tp xta0 lah kalu skdr kta2..
tp hati ala kuat mgatakn si die mmg myukai k ilah..
sdgkn k ilah jga suka pd si die..
tp k ilah dh ad bf.. tp k ilah akui yg die x ksah lau ngn si die..
jika bnar si die myukai k ilah..
ala hrp d0rg bhagia slma nyer..
ala akn sllu d0akn mreka..
bkn nyer ala x biase trluka..
jd ape slh nyer kali ini ala terluka..
xkn jjaskn luka2 yg mmg dh ad dlm hati nie..
cme akn mnmbhkn k0leksi luka..
ala merana?? dh mnjd perkra biase..
tp alhamdulillah Allah sntiasa dssi..
ala akn mlpekn si die..
ala perlu lpekn die..
die bkn tuk ala..
hpuskn lah rsa cnta ini trhdp dri nyer..
pergilah dikau ke sna..
brlah hati nie mngung duka..
tdk ku rsa payah tuk drita..
kerna sdah biasa.. x pe..
semoga berbahgia si die n k ilah..

.... dunn0 why ...

errm.. so sad..
skrg makin mnjd2 lak..
stiap kali igt kat si dia c0npem2 nges..
meleleh aer mta lah..
wuts wr0ng wif me..
npew ala sllu igt die..
die bkn igt ala pun..
mybe xnk igt pun ala..
im n0 one t0 him..
f0r me.. he is.. dunn0 wut t0 say..
jz that.. i l0ve him..
huhuhu.. i hate myself t0 l0ve him..
tp sume prasaan yg lhir dlm dri kite nie..
sume nyer dr Allah..
ala kna rhda yg ala jtoh hati kt die..
even ala sndri x ta0 knp ala cntakn die..
tp alhmdulillah.. ala mmpu lg than..
insyallah akn terus brthan..
dgn bntuan dr A llah..
insyallah ala ak lpekn die..
jujur.. ala xnk lpekn die..
tp ala harus lpekn die..
ala x bleh trus mcm nie..
mggu cnta yg x pasti..
dh rmai ala lpaskn kerna si die..
kini ala x mau lg mcm tu..
mybe org2 yg ala lpskn..
adlh jd0h ala yg sbnar nyer..
wh0 kn0ws..
tp ala skrg kna f0kus 0n study..
itu lg pnting..
tp ala sllu igt si die..
kdg2 smpai mggu nk bt krje..
nk stdy.. ish2.. wuts wr0ng wif me!!
0h my g0d.. pless help me!!
i dun want to be like this anym0re..
waiting f0r unkn0wn answer..
yg ala rsa akn lbih skitkn hati ala..
plesss.. help me..

... w0rk f0r it ..

skrg ala brusha tuk lpekn si dia..
mybe its will w0rk c0z kta0rg x jmpe..
lau jmpe pun terserempak jer..
sbb skrg kn cuti sk0lah..
th0n dpn die dh x ad..
ala akn brsha..
nie sume dugaan.. i need t0 face it..
i can get thr0ugh all these..
insyallah.. amin..
lme nyer x jmpe k fa.. k farahin..
rndu plak.. huhuhu..
ala skrg ad 6 adk angkt..
3 laki 3 pempuan..
mybe d0rang ase best k0t ad ala..
hehehehhe bangga plak...
astagfirullahalzim.. x bek2..
hheh.. ala nk f0kus 0n study..
tp ntah lah..
jiwe ini mer0nta mntk sse0rg tuk dsygi..
mmg si die ad dhati.. tp ala ingin lpekn nyer..
sdgkn si die anggp ala mcm x wjud..
bt pe mgharpkn buah yg x gugur..
msih ad yg kat luar sna prlu ala sygi...
i h0pe i'll find that s0meone..
ermmm..
ala xnk kapel ngn sse0rg yg ala x syg mcm si die..
nnti break stgah jlan..
ad hati yg akn kecewa..
ala xnk tu brlaku..
mmg lh stiap pertemuan akn ad perpisahan..
tp biarlh prpishn itu yg dredhai..
bkn dirintihi..
ala akn brusha... wish me luck!!
insyallah..

.. ny fault..

mmg ala brslah..
tp xd plihn.. prgai dye smkn mnjad2..
i chosd to break wif my bf..
i cnt stand anymore..
anyway.. my love still wif ' si dia'..
cm ne lah nk lpekn si dia..
mla isnin nie.. dia akn exam...
hope he cn do da best..
jz need a more efort 0n it..
ala skunk emg cdeiyh..
pishah ngan kak fa.. kak farahin..
dowg kakak yg best..
understndg lak tuh..
hope they get their love..
and get da person who really dsrve them..
not to be fooled..
if not.. there will be a war btween me and da one who hurt them..
i love them so much..
they are like my family..
to si dia..
ala hope die olwez bhagia..
ssiapa sjer yg mmliki htinyer..
dphon agar jga lah hti nya ngn baek..
jgn sskali lukai..
even alal terluka...
i dont mind...
asalkn org yg ala syg hepi..
thats what i want..
mke people hepi.. although its not me..
ok..
gud luck to all of u..
i will try to forget all da mmories about him . my ex...
i dunt wnt to be hurt by those memories..
jz let da new begin..
let pass gone..

...cdieyh..

sdieyh nyew ase..
nk pishah ngan kengkwn..
evn taon dpn ley jmpe..
tp rindu.. ktowg dh cm family..
sdieyh sme2.. hepi sme2..
i miss them sooooo much..
kn best lau taon dpn ley sme cluz ag..
conpem2 gempak plax cluz kitaowg..
dgn mcm2 rgam ad..
huhuhuuhu..
itu lh warna-warni khidupn..
i'll miss da moment i spend wif them..
ngn dak2 ppu 21 lak..
opcos2 nyer ag cdieyh..
dowg x skul dh taon dpn..
msti rndu glerz..
dowg hppeng gler2 even tua dr ala..
mmg gempakx gler2 arr lau ngn dowg..
best cengat2..
hope lps nie ktaowg x ptus contct..
nape lh wjud prpsahan..
huhuhhuhuuhuhuhu..
lau xd prpshan,,,
xd lh prtemuan..
be strong ala!!!

.. merindukan mu.....

skolah dh nk berakhir..
erm... akn rindulah hati ku ini..
kpd sume akak2 ku...
huhuhu.. sdih nyer..
mesti sunyi tanpa gurauan dorang..
wish to have a memorable party with them..
if i could afford all of it..
huhuhu..
him?? i'm i gonna miss him??
hmm... of course..
but its da best...
i can learn to forget him..
live without him..
although i dont know i can do it or not..
for sure.. i want to forget him..
i have my life,...
my boyfwenz to be loved..
huhuhu...
wish me luck!!

..... x tahu....

salam..
skrg ala ngah exam final year,,,
bley r than...
huhuhu
jz ala skrg trfkir lah...
skrg pun alal resah tnpa die...
mcm ane lah ala thn dpan??
die tiade dsisi...
ape akn jd pd ala??
ala pun xtau...
hope ala kuat...
tp.......................
cinta trhdp die msh kuat..........
wlaupn ala nafikan....
ala jauhkn.........
ala lom jmpe lg yg dpt gnti die ldm aty nie...
why this hpen??