.. ntah knp ngn ala..??..

erm.... ala xtw pe dh jd ngn dri ala...
tbe2 jer ase syg sgt2 kt adib..
am i fall in l0ve wif him..? huh.!!
i dun wan it..!
ala xnk r0sakn pershbtn kte0wg slma nie....
cam dlu.... between me n si dia..
tp skunk.. ala ase t0l2 selesa n safe ngn adib..
dunn0 ler y.. huhu...
nabila2... pew lh nk jd ngn k0 nie..??
asyik2 jtuh cnta jer... huhu...
sbb 2 skunk.. ala x kapel..
ala x trima spew2 pun....
ala xnk d0rg kecewa nti... c0z aty ala bkn ngn d0rg..
ckup la slma nie ala k0rbn kn cnta ala..
biarlh kali ni... ala hdup bertemankn cnta sndri...
hnya se0rg dri. dtemani kwn2 yg setia dcc...
tp... adib yg pling special... hehe
adui2... pew lh nk jd nie..!!!
wake up nabila...!!

crazy 0f car

ala dh ley drive..!!!
tp aut0 jer ah.... tp 0key ah
skali jer bljr.. trus bwk wo0..
huhu..
ala dh bwk mrata2 dh..
syg2... malang x berbau..
td g bndr.. tyme nk rverse,
tersish nga kete 0wg len
hehe.. byr rm50
huhu2... nseb bek sket je
hehe.. ley setel cm2 tu je
law x.. hbes ak..!!
haha... ud0h nseb eden.!!
tp ala skit aty r..
kwn bek ala. zatie,,
ley dy tgal ala cm2 jer
nseb bek ad k.wa
law x.. xtw ah cm ne...
mmg xnk slh kn dy.. tp ala trsa gak..
kte lm ssh.. dy ley bt cm2...
huh..!! mnusia2.. mcm2 ada..
blik tu trus c0l adib..
st0ry2 kt dy...
lega gler ase nye....
tp umi n abh l0m tw agy..
hehe... tp mls ah nk cter..
dh setel.. cma lmpu jer pecah n bumper dpn calar sket je.
hehe...
pe2 pun.. thx t0 Allah...
nseb bek kte0wg xd pe2...
alhamdulillah...
best g sk0lah nga kete td... adib bwk...
r0mantik plak ase..!!
haha... pew la ak nie..!!
wake up ala..!! u r fatty gurl..!!
dun dreaming....

TBE2 JER ASE KEHILGAN..

n0w its g0nna be july...
evry0ne wh0 cl0se t0 me g0nna leave me...
they hve t0 go t0 futher their studies..
k.wa t0 upsi..! k.bela 0pc0z maktab..! k.fa..?? she g0t massa but i dun kn0w if she wanna g0 there 0r n0t..
she still c0npius...
errmm... n0w...? its g0nna be me, zatie, adib, anym n fitriyaani..
i dun sure if i c0uld them all det i t0ld all my sis...
its hard 4 me t0 st0ry 2 s0me1 wh0 i dun get used t0 it.
is n0t det im n0t cl0se t0 them...
jz det i nver t0ld them wut i felt..
i jz tell them wut is g0ing 0n..
jz s0metime,...
i nver tell ab0ut my pr0bs...
its hard... mybe wif adib i c0uld..
bc0z i feel vry c0mfrtble wif him...
he is like part 0f me..
i felt unc0mplte wth0u him..
mybe bc0z he kn0ws mnytim ab0ut my life..
but n0t all... he is my bst frend ever..
si dia..?? als0 g0ing t0 UPM...
s0 lucky 0f him....
i admit det i still l0ve him...
but if adib wif me,...
i dun need him.. haha...
wuts g0ing on wif me..??
am i fall in l0ve wif adib..??? n0..!! n0..!!
i cant d0 det..! i cant betrayed 0ur frndship...
bsdes, he w0nt l0ve me...
never..!! i kn0w det..
huhu... wutever happens..
i will 0lwez be his frend...
si dia..?? he hates me f0r n0w... mybe la..
i dun kn0w wut i've d0na t0 him,..
i jz dun kn0w..
but i dun wan t0 kn0w..
let his life better wth0ut me...
i 0lwez dsturb him,..
im n0t f0r him..!
i dun dserve him..!!!
get aware 0f urself billa..!!!! get up ala..!!

ADIB

erm... he is 0ne of my best frend...
but.. after he g0t t0 kn0w wif a gurl...
he bc0mes 0ther prs0n...
he is n0 l0nger da adib det i kn0w..
he is t0tally different..
i dun kn0w wut da special of da gurl..
but he l0ves da gurl...
unluckly... da gurl hurt him..!
i really2 upset wif her..!!
h0w c0uld she d0 det..?
he is da best guy i ever kn0w...
f0r me... da gurl d0nt dsrve adib at all..!!
he dun understd him..
but... i kn0w when we l0ve s0me1..
all da g00d is f0r them...
i d0 kn0w... really2 d0..
erm.. n0w.. adib is better..
but his result f0r 0ti 1 is bad..
he said mybe bc0z 0f da gurl..
he fite wif he durim da exm...
n0w.. he hate da gurl.
det is wut he t0ld me..
but i dun kn0w wut he feels insde..
i h0pe he w0nt be hurt anym0re...
i cant bear t0 see my bel0ved frend upset..
especially him,... hehehe..
he als0 g0t a health pr0blems..
he has pr0blems wif his b0ne..
last h0liday... he made s small surgery..
but he dun tell me.
n0t even any0ne...
when he t0ld me det day... i cried..
i dun kn0w y..
mybe bc0z he is 0ne 0f my cl0sed frnd..
but he dun tell me da big thim..
4 him.. it jz a small mterr...
f0r me.. it is a big deal..
bc0z it is ab0ut him..
i dun wan t0 l0se a frend like him...
en0uf wif si dia... i dun wan adib be like him to0...
i will 0lwez be adib's bst frend n i l0ve him... hehe..

BZ NGN SPM YEAR

im g0nna sit f0r spm dis year l0rh...
im 0lwez bz...
s0metim i dun hve time t0 chat wif my fmily..
jz be in my r0om n d0 my h0mew0rk..
but i dun fnish them all da tyme..
when it c0mes my lazy time..
n0 m0re h0mew0rk even thre are a l0t 0f them i hve t0 d0 it..!!
hehe.... dets me...
erm... my result...??
very2 bad la...
dun kn0w y..
mybe i dun stdy... c0z im lazy gurl..
lazy fat gurl..!!1
they 0lwez c0l me fat gurl..!!
i dun care at all..
but s0metim.. i d0 hurt..
huhu... but i dun sh0w it..
i take it as a j0kes...
even n0 0ne kn0ws wut i feels inside.
hhe....
erm... i g0nna sit f0r trial s0on..
wish me luck every0ne..!!
hehe....

MY BEST FREND EVER

ala ad rmai kwn..
tp yg best nye.. i've a l0t 0f best frend to0...
i hve zatie, adib, k.bela, k.wa, k.fa..
d0rg nie lh tpt ala mgadu law ad pe2..
huhu,...
my life bc0mes m0re heppier wif them..
evryday.. thre is 0lwez be happpines..
im reall2 enj0y wif them..
ala scluz ngn adib..
dy bek... warak gak sket2...
tp b0lops w0ps... hhe..
tp syg... dy x dpt mgenal yg mna kaca yg mna permata..
ala x ska tgk dy berduka.. cam ad smblu mghris aty ala...
he is part 0f me... hehe...
zatie..?? ala dh lma knl dy..
i l0ve her s0 m uch...
hehe... n0t lesbian yea..!!
dun get me wr0ng..
she 0lwez be by side.. 0lwez cheer me up..
i 0lwez manja2 ngn dy..
c0z ala nie mmg mnja pun..!!
hehe....
k..bela..?? k.fa..? k.wa..??
d0rg nie sume seni0r ala..
dh hbs sk0lah daa...
d0rg nie scluz ngn si dia tu...
huhu...
d0rg nie mmg understng gler2...
pe2 yg ala rsa... mmg d0rg akn fhm..
ngn d0rg laa ala byk nges...
mncurahkn sgla derita hati..
tp,, ala pun 0lwez ad vrytme they need me..
i d0 l0ve them...
sng2... ala syg sgt2 kt sume best frend ala....
huhu..... even m0re than myself...