TBE2 JER ASE KEHILGAN..

n0w its g0nna be july...
evry0ne wh0 cl0se t0 me g0nna leave me...
they hve t0 go t0 futher their studies..
k.wa t0 upsi..! k.bela 0pc0z maktab..! k.fa..?? she g0t massa but i dun kn0w if she wanna g0 there 0r n0t..
she still c0npius...
errmm... n0w...? its g0nna be me, zatie, adib, anym n fitriyaani..
i dun sure if i c0uld them all det i t0ld all my sis...
its hard 4 me t0 st0ry 2 s0me1 wh0 i dun get used t0 it.
is n0t det im n0t cl0se t0 them...
jz det i nver t0ld them wut i felt..
i jz tell them wut is g0ing 0n..
jz s0metime,...
i nver tell ab0ut my pr0bs...
its hard... mybe wif adib i c0uld..
bc0z i feel vry c0mfrtble wif him...
he is like part 0f me..
i felt unc0mplte wth0u him..
mybe bc0z he kn0ws mnytim ab0ut my life..
but n0t all... he is my bst frend ever..
si dia..?? als0 g0ing t0 UPM...
s0 lucky 0f him....
i admit det i still l0ve him...
but if adib wif me,...
i dun need him.. haha...
wuts g0ing on wif me..??
am i fall in l0ve wif adib..??? n0..!! n0..!!
i cant d0 det..! i cant betrayed 0ur frndship...
bsdes, he w0nt l0ve me...
never..!! i kn0w det..
huhu... wutever happens..
i will 0lwez be his frend...
si dia..?? he hates me f0r n0w... mybe la..
i dun kn0w wut i've d0na t0 him,..
i jz dun kn0w..
but i dun wan t0 kn0w..
let his life better wth0ut me...
i 0lwez dsturb him,..
im n0t f0r him..!
i dun dserve him..!!!
get aware 0f urself billa..!!!! get up ala..!!